Saturday, February 28, 2009

What happen to he & I?

CLW?/
What did his mind imagine when he seen me?
Sending his life line on myspace & then seeing eye to eye the next night, not knowing tht we even lived closer than 2 miles.
He was standing there in my presence. I can still see the look in his eyes when he captured my beauty. Longing to talk to him tht night; I walked away before the entertainment was over.
Being an idiot!
Everytime tht I turned his way, there was his eyes, in [my direction].
Glimpsing every inch of me & my purple dress.
There was a craving between tht two of our souls.
I wanted more & knew tht he wanted more.
As we stood there as complete strangers.
Time passed & we became closer as more than a friendship, but less than a relationship.
He was more than just someone in my memory, he was the only.
The times tht we spent together was more than just a hang out, more like heaven.
He treated better than I have ever been treated by any other human being.

Always there when I needed him & even if I didn't, he was still there by my side.
If my dumb ass friends became strangers, he would always be himself. Letting me know tht he was there to hold & care for me.
I craved to know why he stayed there through everything, why was everything [PERFECT] when I was w/ him.
When he looked at me, did he see a future to our bonde. Would there ever be more to the this thing tht we call an "US?"
More time had pasted by us as if we were the only image standing in the moment of time.
Life, great people, tears, pain, hearts passed us.
Will this end or will this grow?
The question tht I wanted to present every moment that we spent together.
He was more than a person to love, he became a part of me.
I always wanted to be the one, tht will never be; I can hear his voice say, even though he never spoke those words.
More as "I heart you to I love you Ariel Seymone'; you make me sooo happy baby".
At the end, I am no longer a number one. W/ his favorite eyeliner streaming down my rosey red cheeks.
I longed for his touch once more, wanting him to call at night & take "US" back to the greatest moments tht we had spent.
Who said tht you couldn't not miss what you never had?
I had everything tht I had ever imagined & dreamed for w/ him.
Strangers from the beginning to the end...

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